Recently .. someone asked me this question ..
"Do u have problems at ur knee ?"
"erk . yeah, my knee suppose to go for operation .. "
Is it that obvious that my knee got prob ? Haha .. I really never never notice that much, other than I usually will have some pain while walking or climbing stairs, basically, cant give too much pressure on my knee .. I suppose go for some operation and fix it .. but due to some other stuff ... never happen til now.
I started realise my knee prob since 2000, after realise I non stop having pain on my knee. At 1st I thought I bang on it or too much exercise .. never even bother to take rest wif that, and keep on hardcore on exercise, Basketball, badminton .. sprinting .. etc etc...
Finally .. (haha yeah finally .. ) year 2004, during with the AFC group at Penang, I not able to stand with my own leg, no nit to say bout walking or even dancing .. So, all the hardwork of practicing dances for the pass few days, the effort is like all been flush down to toilet. For the 3 days in Penang, I spend 2 days on wheelchair, even go toilet and bath I also haf to be on wheelchair. Ppl haf to buy food for me .. and must haf someone to accompany me when is out .. I feel so pathetic that time. 1 nite, I was left alone .. and I force myself climb downstairs to reach my water bottle (yet no one is around and no one noes bout it) and on the last day .. I able to walk slowly . . and finally after much begging, I only able to perform 1 song, and even got chance to perform others, I dun think I can make it anyway .. that 1 song is more than enuff to kill my knee.
Year by year .. my knee giving me more and more probs, and more and more frequent and serious ..
I realise .. I no longer able to join AFC anymore .. The joy of dancing and jumping around is going to be history, those days, are just sweet memories. The feel of standing on stage, the pressure that ppl lookin at you, the pressure that forcing self to remember every dance steps .. and SMILE ... Everything is like so wonderful, running here and there from morning til nite, tired, but satisfied. Ppl enjoy the dances and songs .. the most important is the gospel the message spread. I really gonna miss the days that we haf to hussle to change our costume fast and pack it back within few minutes time. The hussle when join the log team that we alwiz show it wif a L sign .. haf to set up the mobile wardrobe in short time .. and tear it down within a short time...
"Log team !! Log team !! Go go go !!"
haha .. the days .. I really miss it.
"Do u have problems at ur knee ?"
"erk . yeah, my knee suppose to go for operation .. "
Is it that obvious that my knee got prob ? Haha .. I really never never notice that much, other than I usually will have some pain while walking or climbing stairs, basically, cant give too much pressure on my knee .. I suppose go for some operation and fix it .. but due to some other stuff ... never happen til now.
I started realise my knee prob since 2000, after realise I non stop having pain on my knee. At 1st I thought I bang on it or too much exercise .. never even bother to take rest wif that, and keep on hardcore on exercise, Basketball, badminton .. sprinting .. etc etc...
Finally .. (haha yeah finally .. ) year 2004, during with the AFC group at Penang, I not able to stand with my own leg, no nit to say bout walking or even dancing .. So, all the hardwork of practicing dances for the pass few days, the effort is like all been flush down to toilet. For the 3 days in Penang, I spend 2 days on wheelchair, even go toilet and bath I also haf to be on wheelchair. Ppl haf to buy food for me .. and must haf someone to accompany me when is out .. I feel so pathetic that time. 1 nite, I was left alone .. and I force myself climb downstairs to reach my water bottle (yet no one is around and no one noes bout it) and on the last day .. I able to walk slowly . . and finally after much begging, I only able to perform 1 song, and even got chance to perform others, I dun think I can make it anyway .. that 1 song is more than enuff to kill my knee.
Year by year .. my knee giving me more and more probs, and more and more frequent and serious ..
I realise .. I no longer able to join AFC anymore .. The joy of dancing and jumping around is going to be history, those days, are just sweet memories. The feel of standing on stage, the pressure that ppl lookin at you, the pressure that forcing self to remember every dance steps .. and SMILE ... Everything is like so wonderful, running here and there from morning til nite, tired, but satisfied. Ppl enjoy the dances and songs .. the most important is the gospel the message spread. I really gonna miss the days that we haf to hussle to change our costume fast and pack it back within few minutes time. The hussle when join the log team that we alwiz show it wif a L sign .. haf to set up the mobile wardrobe in short time .. and tear it down within a short time...
"Log team !! Log team !! Go go go !!"
haha .. the days .. I really miss it.
:: Listening - Avril Lavigne : How does it feel ::
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